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Saturday, December 27, 2008

Cautiously Optimistic?

What IS that anyway? How can you find out your actually pregnant when you've gone through infertility and NOT be freaking out with excitement? It's very hard. I woke up this morning to no blood and feeling the same as yesterday so I am still pregnant. :)

I went shopping w/ my mom today and we talked about telling people or not. My husband wants to wait on his family which is fine (all long distance anyway) because he is really scared of something happening, but we ended up telling mine and some family friends who have literally known me forever. It was fun, but very scary because I am just so afraid. Especially b/c I haven't been to the Dr. yet, but I just keep telling myself that plenty of women take a HPT and are pregnant and stay that way, even w/out seeing the doctor for weeks. Monday I have to go back to work and end this wonderful vacation, but I've never wanted Monday to come so much!

We went to this baby shop though and they had all of their winter stuff on sale. I don't believe you can change anything by buying things or not (I think!) so with such a great sale and things that I wouldn't always be able to get my mom bought these for us. They are so adorable and so me! The pants are beyond soft and are bamboo! And the little sweater one piece is chocolate brown with a powder blue star and all knit. (I should learn to make that!)





And just for shits and giggles because I want to keep track even though I realize it's SOOO early and there's nothing to see I decided to start the belly pics. All you will see here at 4 weeks, 5 days is maybe some bloat, but mainly fat. But there's a little peach behind that fat! :)



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