Book Whore

So when I don't know about something and/or can't control it I have this insane need to research and collect books. So I did just that today. I am really trying hard to just relax and tell myself everything is going to be fine, but the truth is, I just don't know that. And that scares me so much and takes so much away from this. I think ignorance is bliss. Really. Before I starting hanging out so much on the nest/bump boards I never would have been THIS nervous. And then before I went through infertility and PCOS I would have never been so terrified that that would compound our chances of something going wrong. I wish someone could just tell me, either way, so that I could behave appropriately.

My mom is so excited. She's telling everyone (which is Ok by me) and even told all her 'friends' at our local Starbucks this morning. She's just a tad excited to be a grandma so I really hope all is good with our little peach. Stick baby peach, stick!!!

So these are the books I bought today, in addition to the ones I already have had for about a year (Girlfriend's Guide to Pregnancy, Your Pregnancy Week by Week, and Baby Bargains).

Is it Monday yet? I have never wanted my blood drawn so badly in my life (says the chick who passes out for blood draws).